There's Nothing Like Forever!

Falling in love with you was like getting the sunshine in the dark.
You were the best thing that ever happened to me.

Those laughs in the school corridor and then making those assignments together. Peeping out of window just to get one glimpse of yours and behaving like a stupid when caught by you was my favorite insanity. Bunking college and being with each other just made my love grow even more for you. The way you looked at me made me love myself even more. The way you starred at my lips before kissing me drove me mad. The way you used to stand there with open arms and walk slowly towards me wasn't just a movie scene. All those little details, those things used to get butterflies in my stomach. The way you tucked my hair behind my ear just to look at my face while driving. The way you got me my favorite food anytime I wanted it and when you used to come to see me from so far even when the meeting used to last for just 10 minutes. The way you told your friends about me and how much you loved to be with me. I go crazy!

I know it's not the same anymore. You don't feel for me *that way* anymore.
What is *that way*
I don't remember you telling me that you feel for me *that way*

All I remember is you telling me "I love you. And I want to spend the rest of my life with you."
Well one year isn't rest of your life. Things changed. You changed.

I wish your love were as constant as mine. But maybe things had to end differently.

It didn't really bring me my imaginary fairy tale happy ending. But it did bring me a lifetime of memories along with a warning, that there's nothing like 'forever'. ❤