Yes! Yes! I should have said yes to him. Yes to a person with whom I used to feel complete, a person who might not have been the perfect one but the time spent with him was perfect. A person who used to understand me in my good as well the worst time and knew what I was up to every now and then. A person who could have stolen stars from sky for me if I would have said yes. But I didn’t. The wall which I had created around me was not allowing me to trust him. The wall was of consciousness, thread, dread... Thread of being cheated, and dread of being betrayed. I thought if I don’t trust anyone I will never get hurt. But despite of being aware n alert I'm hurt. Hurt because I didn't accept him, hurt because I didn’t trust him, hurt because I didn't give my life a chance to breathe in Era of love.
And here I'm standing
Lost him
Lost the chance to say yes
Lost the experience of being in love
Lost someone who could care for me more than myself
Lost someone who use to make me feel complete
And then I realized I'll not get anything by knocking the door which I had closed for ever n ever!
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