I Miss You

I miss you!

I miss the way we were together. I miss how everything seemed just so perfect when I was with you. You know people used to say we were an ideal couple. When I got you, it was just so clear. Everything made sense. You were mine and I was yours and it was supposed to be just our little world. I loved to take care of you. I loved to know how your day was. I loved to hear that you missed me. We have spent a huge fraction of our lives together and it always glittered that we belonged to each other. You would rush from tuitions to come and talk to me. At times my friends kept on reminding me not to trust someone so much, but I did. For me, you were the best guy in this world. You hypnotized me so much with your love that I had no other choice to survive rather than listening to your voice every single day. You would sing for me sometimes and it meant so much to me, despite the fact that your friends told you how bad a singer you are.

It was meant to be forever, but then everything changed. Our lives changed, and I was no longer your priority. You stopped complimenting me. Never did I hear that you miss me. We didn't talk the whole day and it was fine with you.

It was you in the whole world who knew how I was, how bad I could get sometimes and it’s only love which I am hungry for. But knowing me so well, you didn't stay. You got so far away from me. All those giggles, laughter, jokes you had with me were given to other people. We were both standing there hand in hand some time ago but now I know, you moved away. You went ahead with your life. You left my hand and you left me alone. All I needed was you but you needed other things too. It was getting miserable for me. I wanted to cry, not alone, but with you. I wanted to laugh again with you like we used to. It was our story, it was meant to be ours forever. But it ended. Disastrously. And now, suddenly you want me back in your life but I want to let you know that I am surviving and I am getting better each day. I still hear from people how little you talk to everyone these days. And that kills me. I want you to be happy. To be like you were when I was there. To crack jokes, and smile more often. You know how much I loved your laughter. Go ahead, be happy. You know I have always wanted that!

Yours Insane Past.