The Love You Refused



You don't talk to me like you used to. No more good morning texts, no more of those long talks we had till midnight. I was happy with you, although this happiness lasted only for a few days. You have always got this way, to make me fall for you, to make me think about you day and night, to make me always believe this time this is gonna work, and then leaving out of the blue.

But this time when I had you, it was different. I really thought you love me, you want me to be in your life and no other feeling was better than this. I told you so many times that I know this is going to change, you will get busy in your life soon.  I made myself look so brave. And you promised me that nothing will change, that you would keep on loving me more than anything else. Those words gave me butterflies. It was all so perfect. The person I have loved forever loved me back.

Today, I was reading our old chats and these are the things which killed me. I cannot believe you lied once again. You put me in the sky and were not there when I fell to the ground crashing. I just want to say that I miss you. Every night I sleep, I wish you were next to me. That I could hug you and kiss you senselessly. I love you. I love you so much.

So don't go on thinking why this doesn't work. This doesn't work because of you. I believed in you every time you came and I mourned every time you left. So don't you cry for me 2 months later when I won't be waiting for you anymore. I loved each and every flaw, each and every imperfection of yours.

No one will ever listen to you like I did.
No one will ever appreciate each thing you did.
No one will ever look at your pictures like I did.
No one will ever wish for your happiness and success like I did.
No one will ever believe your dreams and motivate you like I did.
No one can ever love you the way I did!

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