"You know, I really like that girl. The way she smiles at me is just, just wow. I can look at her all day and not get tired. I just want spend maximum time of the day with her."
He told me. Little did he know, I also felt the same for him.
When he spoke about her, he had the most beautiful sparkling eyes. They hurt me like none other thing but seeing him smile was my healing.
I've lived all his love stories with him. I've known every girl he went out with or liked or even glanced at. Maybe I was just the best friend who was meant to listen all this.
You always came to me with your problems. I was the one you talked to for hours. I made you happy, I still do, I know. Why was I the one to knew your deepest condolences and your scariest secrets? I never understood why she was the one? I was supposed to be the one. Because I know she couldn't bring that smile on your face. Because you could keep your ego with her but not with me.
With me you were who you actually were.
She never saw that side of yours. Maybe because you had the fear that she'll leave you. But you didn't know that I wouldn't. I would never ever leave you in spite of seeing your every side. Your smiling face, your angry cheeks, your sensitive side, your satisfying laugh or even your most emotional tear.
I used to think you'll realize how much I love you, sooner or later.
But there's no later, than this.
You always wanted me beside you on your big or small days. You told me everything that happened with you. You couldn't go a day without talking to me. But I guess you never realized what I mean to you.
Maybe I was just meant to be the best friend, or the other girl. Or the one you never fell in love with, or the girl you never realized you fell in love with. ❤
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